


The story of My Why
At the age of 6 I learned that the mother I had grown to know and love was not my biological mother. Growing up in the church I was always taught to pray about feelings I felt, especially if I didn’t understand them. I remember the feelings of insignificance and confusion, as I struggled to understand what happened and why. I suppressed these feelings and accepted what I was told, and tried to feel normal while surrounded by constant reminders of my indifference. I felt trapped, sheltered, misunderstood, and taken for granted all while feeling the pressures to be a “model Christian”. As a result of not processing my feelings, I began to experience public success coupled with private defeat. I suffered in relationships with family, friends, my marriage and had bouts of depression. It was during my times of meditation that I realized I had to completely give my cares to God and give myself a chance at self-care. I went through a series of strategies that were developed out of my own discomfort, anger, depression and fear.
"I use 3 principles that have helped me affirm everyday that I am needed. I have come to understand that the success of execution is far more important than the discomfort of an emotion called fear."
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